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9 May

  
Too long you’ve been away 

At first, you were taken away from me

Now they keep trying to take you away

The little time, anytime we have, we make special.

Without you I am nothing. 

Your absence & a grumbling in my stomach means much more to me than hunger.   

Once, not too long ago

I carried you with me, everywhere.

We were together. All the time. No one could separate us. 

We were two, but we were one. 

Safe inside of my womb, you fill my heart up so much, there is no room.

To let heartache, heartbreak ( my heart break) take over me. 

No one to understand because it’s all special to only me.

We were together everyday & no one could take you away.

I never imagined my worth on this earth,

Until the day that I gave birth. 

Labor pains 9 years later

I feel them everyday

Praying for you & your delivery. 

So much pain, but oh what joy!

Nothing to lose, so much to gain

“It’s a boy!”

Heaven changed the rules and my life the day

God gave me such a victory to claim

A life to celebrate

I can look at you all day & still can’t believe

The miracle in my eyes breathing freely*

Walking around 

Here, sharing life with me. 

I’ll never know why God chose you, chose me.

Wanting their ways to make me hateful

If only to count one blessing, I stay grateful

So thankful for what the power of love can do. 

Graceful, prayerful 

You’re my heart

Home is with you. 

Where would I be without God?

I step outside of myself & look at you

I see, this little boy needs his mom. 

I’m your mom!

If anyone knows I don’t take that for granted or lightly

Is our God. 

When I’m alone, I’m alone. 

You’re all I’ve got

You’re little, but you’re a lot!

You’re my hero, you saved my life.

If you were a superhero, 

You would be named

Mighty & God- favored super Caleb. 

Deserving of happiness, of Joy

Deserving of everything good, every toy, and everything  you could ever dream of. 

My wonder boy, my heart, my angel, my first love
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